Sorry, not sorry. Katherine Heigl admitted that backlash about her behind-the-scenes reputation took a major toll on her mental health after her Greys Anatomy exit.

I may have said a couple of things you didnt like, but then that escalated to shes ungrateful, then that escalated to shes difficult, and that escalated to shes unprofessional,' the 27 Dresses star recalled in a recent interview with The Washington Post, published on Thursday, January 28. What is your definition of difficult? Somebody with an opinion that you dont like? Now, Im 42, and that st pisses me off.

Heigl played Dr. Izzie Stevens on the long-running ABC drama for six seasons before ultimately leaving the show in 2010. Two years prior, she raised eyebrows when she withdrew herself for Emmys consideration because she didnt think the material she was given during season 4 was worthy of a nomination. Her comments quickly sparked rumors of tension between her and Greys creator Shonda Rhimes, who said at the time that she was surprised but not insulted by Heigls statement.

At the time, I was just quickly told to shut the fk up. The more I said I was sorry, the more they wanted it, Heigl continued. The more terrified and scared I was of doing something wrong, the more I came across like I had really done something horribly wrong.

After leaving Greys Anatomy, Heigl put more focus into her film career. However, the whispers about her behavior caused a shunning within the industry and she noticed that her films started to make not quite as much money. During her darkest moments, her husband, Josh Kelley, was very worried about the state of her mental health.

If she said [some of it] today, shed be a hero, Kelley, 40, told the outlet. I cant imagine what all of that pressure did to her over the years. It would be hard for anybody to process that, especially when its unjust and a lot of its negative.

Heigl married the singer-songwriter in 2007 and they adopted daughter Naleigh, now 12, two years later. In 2012, they adopted daughter Adalaide, now 8, and welcomed son Joshua in December 2016. One year before giving birth to her son, the Firefly Lane star experienced an extreme uptick in anxiety.

I asked my mom and my husband to find me somewhere to go that could help me because I felt like I would rather be dead, she recalled. I didnt realize how much anxiety I was living with until I got so bad that I had to really seek help. You can do a lot of inner soul work, but Im a big fan of Zoloft.

While Rhimes, 51, has previously made shady comments about Heigl in the years since their rumored feud began, the Knocked Up star has seemingly put the bad blood behind her. On Wednesday, January 27, she told E! News Daily Pop that she would never say never to making an appearance on the medical drama. Despite the ups and downs her career has faced, Heigl is comfortable making bold choices and advocating for herself on set.

Ive grown into accepting that ambition is not a dirty word, she told The Washington Post. And that it doesnt make me less of a feminine, loving, nurturing woman to be ambitious and have big dreams and big goals. Its easier to be happy because I have a little more gentleness for myself.

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